Life Demands Your Attention
Rush to the hospital yesterday from my office. Chest pain shortness of breathe and wondering about all my life choices. As I was lying in the hospital bed with wirers and tube connected to my body; not to mention the uncomfortable feeling of an oxygen tube in my nostrils, I realized that I have not live life to the fullest. There were too many people in my life that I allow to make decisions for me. I allow this behavior out of my perception of respect and duty. However, some of my relationships have been draining my energy and making me too weak to be productive. I called all my children and told them I loved them. Then I began to focus on my forgiveness for my past mistakes and for those I may have hurt and for those that hurt me. I forgive myself for allowing negative and toxic outside influences direct and mold me. I promised myself to live and be free to be me; and to challenge myself each an everyday to move forward believing that I have purpose and direction. I am so happy a grateful for the moment I got ill because it healed me in so many other ways. I am so happy and grateful that I am well. Sometime we have to be still and listen and learn life lessons. If you are too busy to be still somehow life will demand your attention.
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